Sometimes, I'm wondering why I give much time, efforts and money for KPOP. Maybe because in the world of fangirling, I don't need to wear a mask. I can be whatever I want to be without conforming on what society dictates. I can be crazy and spazz all I want. I can do things I love and can't do in reality. And lastly, I can be extremely happy and fulfill my dreams even just for a short time.